Later...

Now that the hangover has subsided, feeling blessed.
I'm lucky to have so many great and supportive people in my life.
I can not forget that.

I've learned a lot in the past few weeks. Or more like, I've realized how MUCH I've learned in and from my past and just never really realized.
Its liberating and exciting and hopeful.
To gone through what I've gone through and to be doing so (mostly) well... It's empowering.

I got this :)

And also, this:

taking charge

For years and years and years (and YEARS) I've struggled with anxiety. Like. Out of the blue. For no reason. Unrelenting, consuming and exhausting bouts of anxiety.


The past few months have been a struggle. I feel like I've just been drowning. I've been in denial about it actually. Like, Oh no it's just because I'm tired and stressed! I've been working too much! Pms! La la la.
But, no :-/
I need to get back on track.


Its time for me to start taking care of myself and get back on track.


*mantra: Everything is going to be okay