I'm 25 now

Here's a shit ton of pix to prove it

BIRTHDAY!!

Crynn!!

paparazzi shot

regular shot

sup, guys

sup, guy

Recently

me, recently

i get thirsty a lot

Best Coast feelings!!

hrrr.

me and Choochie are in L word

sunburning on my lunch break

bloody mary breakfast!

thats all.

I am lucky.
I have a lot of great people in my life right now.

And sadly, some not so great.
Not BAD But just, yknow... not great. I guess I'm just learning that not everyone has my best interest at heart. Which is ok, because there's nothing I can do to change that. <---That was a recent break through for me (Taurus)

*I can't change it or force them to feel differently. And that's OK!"
(normally feel the opposite)
(Taurus)


This has been a week of insight, diary!!!

L

"there are some things that you can't escape in your head yknow like melancholy and stuff. I used to be much more melancholy but
very recently things have changed to make me happier. But with the happiness comes the paranoia because you don't know when youre gonna lose those things that you've got. It's like a new melancholy"
-Yim Yames

I've had a lot of great things and people happen to me recently. That quote sums up the feelings that sometimes creep up on the happy ones.
A new melancholy.
I've had so many bad things happen to me in my life and relationships that it sometimes is hard to push that aside and focus on the wonderful things happening right in front of me. Right now. #Taurus
Focusing on breathing, letting go of worrisome thoughts, myself

spent the entire day sprucing up my apartment and cleaning like a crazy person. I feel so much better now!

this song has been stuck in my head for forevs. guess its kind of appropriate.. ;)

my morning jacket

one of my favorite bands, of all time
(if we are friends in real-life, you probably already know this)

"of all time"
i mean, i'm a taurus so i fall in love with things and people real fast and easily.. but its different with these guys. their songs give me chill bumps and warm happy fuzzy feelings and SH*T i sound like a frigging hippie.
i'll probably post a lot of links to my favorite songs OF ALL TIME. just bear with me i guess.


anywho,
click: favorite song, "of all time"