I said a Bang. Bang. Bangity bang. A bangbang bangity bang!

Recently

Life lesson: Anyone who "never got into" Arrested Development isn't worst getting into.

Doug beach

We're doin aight :)

mmj

If you touch me well I just think I'd scream, cus it's been so long since someone challenged me

Later...

Now that the hangover has subsided, feeling blessed.
I'm lucky to have so many great and supportive people in my life.
I can not forget that.

I've learned a lot in the past few weeks. Or more like, I've realized how MUCH I've learned in and from my past and just never really realized.
Its liberating and exciting and hopeful.
To gone through what I've gone through and to be doing so (mostly) well... It's empowering.

I got this :)

And also, this:

Lessons

I have a 2 drink rule for a reason.
Now, I remember why.

I am in L word

taking charge

For years and years and years (and YEARS) I've struggled with anxiety. Like. Out of the blue. For no reason. Unrelenting, consuming and exhausting bouts of anxiety.


The past few months have been a struggle. I feel like I've just been drowning. I've been in denial about it actually. Like, Oh no it's just because I'm tired and stressed! I've been working too much! Pms! La la la.
But, no :-/
I need to get back on track.


Its time for me to start taking care of myself and get back on track.


*mantra: Everything is going to be okay

I'm 25 now

Here's a shit ton of pix to prove it

BIRTHDAY!!

Crynn!!

paparazzi shot

regular shot

sup, guys

sup, guy

pms blues

_Tell me everything is ok.
_Bring me kit kats.
_Tell me I look beautiful.
_Hug me all/most of the day.


I'm needy today. Sue me! I mean hug me :(

My house

Long Beach

I went to Long Beach with boyfriend and got sloppy.

"My name's Samantha and i have sex with everybodyyyyy.... named Skot!"

bye!

"its just a tropical hawaiian thing!"

this thrift store had so many of my favorite thing: OWLS!

after much deliberation, i decided on this guy

#bangs

Recently

me, recently

i get thirsty a lot

Best Coast feelings!!

hrrr.

me and Choochie are in L word

sunburning on my lunch break

bloody mary breakfast!

thats all.

I got to see my favorite band last night

I wish he was my boyfrieeeeeeeeeend

Oh hi, Bob!

<3

I am lucky <3

i can't have beer or s-e-x for 7 days.
its day 2 and i want to K myself.
BYE!

I am lucky.
I have a lot of great people in my life right now.

And sadly, some not so great.
Not BAD But just, yknow... not great. I guess I'm just learning that not everyone has my best interest at heart. Which is ok, because there's nothing I can do to change that. <---That was a recent break through for me (Taurus)

*I can't change it or force them to feel differently. And that's OK!"
(normally feel the opposite)
(Taurus)


This has been a week of insight, diary!!!

I went home for a few days and feel soooo rejuvenated! Aka sun burnt, hung over, full... what else can you ask for!? Oh yeah, clean laundry. I have that, too :)